H E A R T B R E A K

I think heartbreak isn’t staying awake when your insomnia knocks on your door. It’s not about listening to sad songs of your favorite bands. And I think it’s not about your pen touches the sheets. Real heartbreak is when you’re surrounded by the people you called ‘friends’ yet still feel alone at the same time. Heartbreak is when your own fam makes you feel you have nothing to offer. Heartbreak is when you did your best about the things you want to make yet you still feel less about yourself. Heartbreak is when you’re on public place then your fear comes in your way. Heartbreak is hearing your own cries and hatred because no one else will. Heartbreak is when they said you are worth it but they have the magic to make you feel you are not. Heartbreak is investing too much of love for someone yet it feels like it’s not worth it at all. Heartbreak is swallowing all the painful words they throwing to you because you are desperate to make that someone stay. Heartbreak is when you know on yourself that you deserve so much more, that you are an answered prayer for someone but you still choses to settle for less. Heartbreaks are the things that you cannot handle no more yet you still bear the pain because you just love the people behind those agony and suffering. But my love, it’s not a sin if you step backward, If you’ll choose to say ‘no’ to the things that you do not like. You have the freedom to save yourself and if you have to—if you need to, please do so. Do not be afraid to lose something or someone that is worth losing.

-LunaPen