M Y P L E A
I am far From calm. . . There's chaos Residing within me. . . Ready to explode, But I need to hold back And convince myself harder That I should Hold on a little more. I am far From walking In the rain. . . There's thunder And lightning, And how big The storm was. . . I must be brave, That's why I need to mount Myself and be strong. I am far From the happiness That a glitter of tears You've seen in my eyes, Are nothing but a preload Of a dam of water I hold, Forcing myself harder Again to put more brick Of walls before I can No longer hold. I am far From the smiles You see... Knowing I needed To mask the pain And struggles That's hiding Within me. I am far from over. . . And it keeps Getting harder. I am aching, Seeing myself suffering. I am heartbroken - Ten times more, Seeing the pieces Of my heart Shattered all at once, I've tried so hard To pick them u...
